Sometimes it feels like your relearning things that you've already learned before... like the deja vous of the learning process.
I don't believe in going backwards. And going around in circles isn't so bad. Every time steps are retraced something new happens and something else is seen that wasn't seen the first time around. Ok, now how does this tie in to my music? I wrote when I was very young and then wrote whenever I got a chance to take a break from practicing classical music. Composition was always my breath of fresh air, and poetry somehow just fit its way in there. Now I am fully and rapidly breathing. Like I was when I was the little girl, but only in top speed- everything I've learned on my own is coming back to me- my own ear is rejuvenated.
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Heh. Sorry it has been a while since I last wrote a lil entry here.
A classical open mic. Basically a synonymous phrase for public classical music. This is how I think of it at least. The motto: Bringing classical music back to the people. I like this. It's real, its honest. Its completely selfless- for classical musicians, yet it is a win win situation to practice plying in such a different environment. I was completely flabbergasted at the quietness in the audiencthe 7th. I don't usually tear up, but I did, during the first performance. I am running out of computer batteries now. I guess this is all I can write because I have to save the remains of its precious life for a little bit longer. K |