So I sit here and listen to classical pop jazz funk classical crazy drums. It is so wonderful to be able to do something naturally and not ever feel like it's work. Out of school I can finally be myself, the research that I do comes about as natural as eating (and equally as rewarding).
Then every once in a while you run into something that reminds you just how far you get to go because you see a light barely lit at the end of the valley. You get excited and profoundly moved at the same time, but yet you don't move at all. You stand still, for the one second you look into the future.
Check out James Blake's rendition of A Case of You by Joni Mitchell and follow it with Jeff Buckley's version of Hallelujah and you'll get here quickly.